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Cycles by nekoreeve, literature

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Cycles

Cycles by Scott Barnes ------ There is a fire in my heart, that starts from an ember, and slowly grows, getting brighter and brighter, drawing inspiration and beauty to it, growing brighter, until the light is blinding. Then, one day, it burns out, leaving me once again cold and alone in the darkness. I stumble, and eventually manage to relight one small ember, and the cycle starts again.

ADD: An odd little story. by nekoreeve, literature

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ADD: An odd little story.

ADD: An odd little story. by Scott Barnes ------------------------- There's a button in my brain, labeled "reality." If I hold it I can see and hear and feel these things around me. But the moment I let go I get so lost inside my head. And that button is just so hard to press. There's this oil I can put on the button called "medication." It makes it easier to push, but I still have hold it down, or it pops right back out, and lost I am again. I get so tired of holding that button.

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Muse by nekoreeve, literature

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Muse

Muse by Scott Barnes -=-= I write these words to try, to help me understand, why I treat myself this way, with my heart in my hand. The pain is never ending, The grief will stay with me, In sadness I'm forgiven, For what I can never be. My muse is a sadist, It feeds on my pain, Only when hopeless, Can I really explain. I can never escape it, I will always be, Enslaved to the darkness, My heart never free. Through torment, through torture, In fear, and in pain, Forever this prison, Will drive me insane. I will not give up, I will not give in, The loneliness drives me, Though I will never win.

Rubble by nekoreeve, literature

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Rubble

Rubble by Scott Barnes -=-=-= I fear I've fallen to pieces, Lying cold and lonely on the floor, Battered, broken, beaten down, I fear I cannot take much more. But with the rubble of my heart, I'll build a brand new wall, Stronger, better than before, To protect me from it all. This fortress of misery and lies, Will protect me from the pain, Built on broken oaths and vows, Safe inside I shall remain.

Comfortable by nekoreeve, literature

Literature

Comfortable

Comfortable by Scott Barnes -=-=-=-=-=- Sometimes I just can't live inside my skin, Can't deal with all the demons in my mind, Unstable and uncertain bleeding breathless in this bed, Losing and confusing everything I am, I'm just desperate to escape from my head. Let me just slip out of my mind, and into something more comfortable, Then I'll be ready to live again. Weighing heavy on my mind are all the worries of this life, Dragging heavy on my heart are all the pains and sins, Seeking clarity through confusion is not the way to go, But it's the path I follow now and then. Live, love, learn, and grow, get old, get tired, and die, I just c

I Want My Heart Back by nekoreeve, literature

Literature

I Want My Heart Back

I Want My Heart Back by: Scott Barnes -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= I said goodbye and walked away, Tired of being used and lied to, And left behind so much there, Lost so many things to you, You can keep the clothes, You can keep the toys, You can keep all of it, Except for one thing, I want my heart back, please, I'm sure you don't want it now, Just hand me the bloody pieces, So I can try to fix it, somehow, I'm finding it hard to live, With the hollow hole in my chest, Where you tore me to shreds, I just want to be able to rest, And feel my heart beat again. I don't want you back, I just want you gone, I don't need the pain, I just need to mov

Tides by nekoreeve, literature

Literature

Tides

Tides by Scott Barnes -=-=- The past is gaining ground, The memories flooding though, Wiping away everything inside, And destroying my mind. It's a constant struggle, to keep myself intact, to keep myself together, bracing for impact. The waters of time recede, The tides of misery subside, I'm left all alone, In the wasteland left behind. The wasteland slowly regrows, Into a lush and fertile land, of ideas and thoughts and feelings, Overgrowing and absorbing me. The process begins again, The tides rush in anew, I slowly remember everything, I begin to remember you.

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Time and Again by nekoreeve, literature

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Time and Again

Time and again by: Scott Barnes -------------- I've always known I loved you, Together and today, It seems like an eternity is slowly slipping away. The fear inside I can't control, The thought of losing you, But I cannot allow it to take hold of the one thing that I knew. I know that always I will love you Forever and a day, It seems like an eternity is slowly slipping away. I feel a little shaky, I don't know what to say, Please tell me that you love me, and together we will stay. It seems forever I have loved you, and it will never go away, It seems like an eternity is slowly slipping away. All I can say is that I know you, I know my

Even a Goddess Cries by nekoreeve, literature

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Even a Goddess Cries

Even a Goddess Cries by: Scott Barnes -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Sometimes even the perfect have fallen Sometimes even the strongest will break Sometimes even the immortals need friendship Sometimes the sadness is too much to take. When I look into your eyes and see the pain, It falls on me like all the pouring rain, And I can't help but feel it too, And all I want is just to comfort you. When everything seems dark And the light is just to far Remember I am with you To guide you where you are When life is getting dimmer And the lights about to die Always remember Even a goddess cries. When nothingness is caving And it's far too much to bear Alw

Now or Two by nekoreeve, literature

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Now or Two

Now or Two by: Scott Barnes ---------- Sometimes I feel like I'm falling Sometimes I feel so bare Sometimes I feel like crying I just wish you were there Sometimes I feel like dying Whenever I'm alone Sometimes this all seems hopeless I can't even moan Whenever you're away I feel it more and more I feel like you're slipping The tears begin to pour Sometimes I think I'm losing you Sometimes I want to die Sometimes I think you're leaving Sometimes I can't even cry I just wish I could make you stay For a moment now or two The horrid crushing feeling I think I'm losing you

Ode to the Faithful by nekoreeve, literature

Literature

Ode to the Faithful

Ode to the Faithful by: Scott Barnes -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Follow the leader, Follow the word, Follow the book, Do not be deterred, Pay no mind to your conscience, It fills you with lies, Ignore logic and reason, They are the evil that ties, Religion commands you, Kill the unfaithful, Burn all the heathens, The demons and hateful, Your god has spoken, His word must be, To slaughter the people, With wills still free, Do not disobey, Do not question faith, The clergy will tell you, And show you the way, Do not think freely, Or wrath god will reap, You must never question, For you are his sheep, We are your connection, We tell you his word, Follo

Sin with a Goddess by nekoreeve, literature

Literature

Sin with a Goddess

Temptation is strong willing, Desire so impure, A dark sin plain and simple, Sweet on my lips from yours. Lady I want you, angel I'm yours, Sin with a goddess, inner recourse. Feel me, taste me, hold me, embrace me, Take me, love me, swallow me, above me, I give myself to you, I give you all of me, Feelings in my mind, tell me what to be. Lady I want you, angel I'm yours, Sin with a goddess, inner recourse. I feel your lips, so warm and smooth, Taste me love, my goddess, you. Lady I want you, angel I'm yours, Sin with a goddess, inner recourse. So sweet, sin with a goddess, as I lay next to you, My heart is fast against yours

A Beautiful Day by nekoreeve, literature

Literature

A Beautiful Day

A Beautiful Day by: Scott Barnes -=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Gently you hear it, the moans and the cries, the pain and the torment, of all of your lies. Louder it grows, more angry the sound, A piercing scream follows, as I drop to the ground, The viscera and gore, they cover the dirt, I laugh and I shout, "but this doesn't hurt," As I lay dying, face down in the mud, My voice gurgling from a throat full of blood, As the life bubbles out of the hole in my spine, I continue to scream "I'll be just fine," I begin to stand up, half-dead though I rise, And turn to face you, and look into your eyes, With a grin and chuckle, still coughing up bile, "I'm not d

White Noise by nekoreeve, literature

Literature

White Noise

White Noise by Scott Barnes -=-=-=-=-=- I'm awake, I don't think I ever slept, My mind and heart racing, thinking too much, Keenly aware of the damage, the hurt, My heart bleeding in a place I can't touch. Forgetting is the hardest part tonight, Ignoring the pain is an impossible dream, I can't even dream, still awake and alone, Losing my mind and my soul, so it seems. Sobbing with frustration, anger, saddness, I can barely breathe through the tears, These waking nightmares keep torturing me, My demons formed out of pains and fears. I wish my mind could be put to rest, You know my heart has been put to the test. Thoughts, fears, hopes, t